A New Start.

 

A New Start.

I needed a new chapter to open in my life. I hated how everyday felt so similar. I hated how I was so stressed about school and had no outlet. Youtube was my outlet, but then everything just became so frustrating. I wanted to be successful in the youtube world so bad. I could not understand why people would get 500 subscribers in a month where I could not even get 300 hundred in a year. I have had 3 channels the whole time I have been in the youtube world. First one - Cutelollygirl (Complete Fail) Second one - LipiGloss ( Went ok) I got up to 300 hundred subbies on that one but I was not getting the views or comments I felt like I should of had. Then I just stopped filming. I hated when I would sit in front of the camera and not know what to film. Third one - TheBeautyTrend (My current channel) I made a video telling people about my new channel on my LipiGloss channel. Not but 20 people out of 300 subscribed to my new channel. I would be lying if I said I was not discouraged. So here I am, not even 2 weeks into my new channel making this blog post. I feel like you guys need to hear the truth of why I made a new channel. I wanted to be a new Lipi in my videos. The true Lipi. I felt like no one really cared about my videos. In one way I was right in another way I was wrong. I have a whole 22 subscribers who have my back. I have been making videos that are the true me not the person who I think should be when filming. I think I am more happy when filming when it is not a forced thing when I film now it is voluntarily. Sometimes I say to myself,"  Lipi time to make a video." I use to say, " Lipi you HAVE to make a video even if you don't know what to make it about!" I think that is why I took such a long break. Now that is summer and I can officially start a new chapter.  ;)